The night, the chemical night
Every now and again my long-term sleep problems find their way onto the written page; it’s how I feel when I pick up the pencil. I can’t tell of flowers when I see monsters.
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The night;
star-less, aimless.
Fitful twists and turns and sweat on the pillow
tempted by sleep, made
hidden in foil
just within reach,
enticing, seducing.
The night;
I give in,
because I’m damned if I do
and I’m damned if I don’t.
Irrationality becomes normality
as sleep descends:
a benzodiazepine dream
Daydream
The day is for dreaming
What you could be
or want to be
What you could have been
or will be
The night
I avoided its darkest depths
lest from my pharmaceutical dreams
I returned; empty.
Trapped
in their batwing-leather embrace
to wander alone.
The night,
the chemical night.
wonderful work, keep writing and sharing
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There is nothing like the night!.. I think adding the definite article brought more power to your writing!
When you sleep like I do Dajena, sometimes it deserves the definite article. I’m happy you appreciated it.
Wishing you the sweetest of all sleeps Christopher! 😀
Thank you, although that’s some way off… 😀
Then, the sweetest of dreams? Is that a better wish?